Disconnected

Don’t know if it will ever happen
To find myself 
Or reconnect
These are like commands to me
But may never
There’s a disconnect
People spend their lives searching 
Reading books
And working through
In hopes that they will find themselves
Hope they will 
And guess they do
Or they reconnect with someone else 
And that person brings them to
To where they find themselves together
And their hopes and dreams come true
Don’t think that I will ever
Find myself and reconnect
Kind of settled in with my old soul
Satisfied with my disconnect . . .